How’s your life going?

can't complain much about mine, I spend most of the time at home so whenever i have to talk with people is a bad moment (at least I don't do it often)

i've been playing a variety of games so i'm trying to balance my time between them, and trying to study japanese as well when i'm free
 
things are all right but surreal and in flux
my medicine is being currently withheld from me so my brain is in another place most of the time tethered only gently to reality
 
Quite terrible recently, but starting to get better. My 12 year old car's been acting up and had to spend $4k replacing the whole front suspension and steering components. Cracked a molar and had to have it pulled as it was unable to be fixed with a root canal.

Car's out of the shop and the pain is going away, and I plan on taking time off next week to relax.
 
This summer I have to basically prepare myself for university, I have to study for the IELTS test and for a driver's license. At least I have more free time than normally, which means I can finally work on my game.
 
I'm having a rough go of it but just soldiering on until the dark clouds part. I don't think I've still fully processed my father's death in May, and I'm back up here in Seattle temporarily while I cover the rest of my lease at this apartment. After that, I'm moving back to So Cal to sort out his affairs and I guess live in his house, since he put me on the title and I gotta start paying the mortgage there. It should be a thing I can handle, and I'm thankful that he had the foresight to do that, but it's weird being in there when it's just me, you know? Also, in leaving Seattle, I'm leaving my job after my boss has held it for me for over a year on multiple occasions while I went back home to help my father go through cancer treatments and the associated recoveries, so I feel really bad about it. She's the first person to say I needed to go home, so I guess I can't argue with it. But I can't help feeling like I've failed her by not sticking around longer, and that I failed the old man by not being there at the very end, despite taking all that time off to help. It still feels like a big "what if I was there, would it have still went that way?" But I also know that worrying about it changes nothing, so I guess I just try and get his stuff handled and then figure myself out. Idk ::cirnoshrug
 
I'm having a rough go of it but just soldiering on until the dark clouds part. I don't think I've still fully processed my father's death in May, and I'm back up here in Seattle temporarily while I cover the rest of my lease at this apartment. After that, I'm moving back to So Cal to sort out his affairs and I guess live in his house, since he put me on the title and I gotta start paying the mortgage there. It should be a thing I can handle, and I'm thankful that he had the foresight to do that, but it's weird being in there when it's just me, you know? Also, in leaving Seattle, I'm leaving my job after my boss has held it for me for over a year on multiple occasions while I went back home to help my father go through cancer treatments and the associated recoveries, so I feel really bad about it. She's the first person to say I needed to go home, so I guess I can't argue with it. But I can't help feeling like I've failed her by not sticking around longer, and that I failed the old man by not being there at the very end, despite taking all that time off to help. It still feels like a big "what if I was there, would it have still went that way?" But I also know that worrying about it changes nothing, so I guess I just try and get his stuff handled and then figure myself out. Idk ::cirnoshrug
Sorry to hear that you have a lot on your plate at the moment. Don't get hung up on all the "what-ifs" and just focus on yourself and what you need to do. I know that's easier said than done, but don't worry and us internet randos are here for you. Good Luck!
 
A person of my family is struggling with PTSD from narcisist-parent. They're fighting their inner "demons", those have exploded around a year ago (that person had always kept the pain inside, always being strong). Along with psychological and spiritual support we're slowly going through.

We're also sending vritual hugs to everyone who's living worse experiences than this.

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Not too bad actually. I just got the keys to my new place today, and I'll likely be busy for a bit moving and furnishing it. Everything's looking up now.
 
It's going, I got a couple of interviews so the job hunting continues but finally found one good offer and it's from AirnB so I'm gunning for that but so far it's been a good experience, studying some topics and making projects.

Also started watching more movies, reading more and journaling. I leave video games for the weekends to unwind.
 

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