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Sorry to hear that you have a lot on your plate at the moment. Don't get hung up on all the "what-ifs" and just focus on yourself and what you need to do. I know that's easier said than done, but don't worry and us internet randos are here for you. Good Luck!I'm having a rough go of it but just soldiering on until the dark clouds part. I don't think I've still fully processed my father's death in May, and I'm back up here in Seattle temporarily while I cover the rest of my lease at this apartment. After that, I'm moving back to So Cal to sort out his affairs and I guess live in his house, since he put me on the title and I gotta start paying the mortgage there. It should be a thing I can handle, and I'm thankful that he had the foresight to do that, but it's weird being in there when it's just me, you know? Also, in leaving Seattle, I'm leaving my job after my boss has held it for me for over a year on multiple occasions while I went back home to help my father go through cancer treatments and the associated recoveries, so I feel really bad about it. She's the first person to say I needed to go home, so I guess I can't argue with it. But I can't help feeling like I've failed her by not sticking around longer, and that I failed the old man by not being there at the very end, despite taking all that time off to help. It still feels like a big "what if I was there, would it have still went that way?" But I also know that worrying about it changes nothing, so I guess I just try and get his stuff handled and then figure myself out. Idk![]()
finished my thesis some months and currently what to do with my while i wait for my titleNeed a break, help, or talk about all the stress in life leave it here.