I am not jouzu at it lol, in high school my librarian teacher gave me her japanese book but then 2020 happened so I no longer have it. Also I kinda got bullied out of learning the language as a teenager + other unprocessed things, so I have phases where I'm starting to understand what I read/listen to somewhat and then I end up forcibly putting distance between me & the language. God I hate ironic weebs for what they did to me so much...