Sorry! I never saw this.
We all make mistakes, that's why every pencil comes with an eraser (bit corny, I know, but I always liked that saying).
You are a wonderful dude, and I'm willing to bet that those mistakes you talk about are simple misunderstandings. But if not, you can always try and mend the relationship later, once the the dust has settled a little.
I used to be extremely prideful, and that cost me dearly on the friendship department, but I later in life learned that bending my neck and asking for forgiveness was a true sign of strength, instead of weakness.
You got this, champ!