I feel like shitWell that doesn't tell the entire story what about in the inside?
I feel like shitWell that doesn't tell the entire story what about in the inside?
Why? What makes you feel like shit? What have you done to feel like that?I feel like shit
I hate myselfWhy? What makes you feel like shit? What have you done to feel like that?
You don't hate yourself for no reason right? What causes you to hate yourself ?I hate myself
im worthless, I don't think I deserve being happy, I have little to no redeeming qualities, I have the fault of anything bad that happenned to me, i'm an irresponsible piece of shit who can't do nothing well, and everyone would be better off without me.You don't hate yourself for no reason right? What causes you to hate yourself ?
Damn that caught me by surprise I'm gaping so hard RN.im worthless, I don't think I deserve being happy, I have little to no redeeming qualities, I have the fault of anything bad that happenned to me, i'm an irresponsible piece of shit who can't do nothing well, and everyone would be better off without me.
The only way I can change is either a lobotomy or getting amnesiaDamn that caught me by surprise I'm gaping so hard RN.
Who said you are worthless ? And irresponsible ? Even if you were you can change it why would the world be better off without you? Listen or look comrade you have done this world no harm other people who done so much harm continue to exist when they shouldn't you deserve to live more than them.
Trust me you don't know what you can pull off when put under immense pressure I thought I'm a moron who can't for the life of him understand math well guess what? I actually did , you need to have patience on yourself you are still new to some responsibilities you will mess up few times but it shall be a smooth sailing from that point on.
Life is still as vast and as open for me as it is for you to claim don't waste these 4 years like I did you will regret not making good memories in school or go out with friends I hope you have 1 or 2 caring friends IRL these can be your way out of this if I and the boys here aren't enough.
I doubt this my friend.The only way I can change is either a lobotomy or getting amnesia
I knowYou are too harsh on yourself.
You solved most of the problem by knowing all you need now is do a little modding of your code and data to be better if you know what I meanI know
So still a lobotomy/amnesia?You solved most of the problem by knowing all you need now is do a little modding of your code and data to be better if you know what I mean![]()
No why you want some surgery conducted? The less surgeries the better you are.So still a lobotomy/amnesia?
I never said I was trolling/attention seeking even though some people suspect I amI want you to start somewhere that gives you confidence because I don't think your posts of "I have suicidal thoughts" and the constant "I'm stupid" are intentional trolling or attention seeking.
That's what I meant you are genuine and honest about it which signals that something is wrong someone your age shouldn't be having such thoughts.I never said I was trolling/attention seeking even though some people suspect I am
Stupids like me should die since they only harm the worldEven if you were you can change it why would the world be better off without you?
I don't want to write too much in here too often, but I will just say that if you keep living there's a real chance that things will get at least a little better. I hope you can make tomorrow a better day than this one was for you.What's the point of living if the things never get better?
I don't want to write too much in here too often, but I will just say that if you keep living there's a real chance that things will get at least a little better. I hope you can make tomorrow a better day than this one was for you.
I say there is a wisdom why you lived this long , what did you mess up?No matter what I just keep messing up... Sometimes I feel like the world is just mocking me, giving me all the worst traits and the resources to fuck up everytime so I just have to stand being a total waste of energy and time to those around me... I've been considering suicide again, and I don't know what to do... Well, maybe it's not like I have to find a solution, whatever.
What harm have you committed? What did I say? You are being too harsh on yourself.Stupids like me should die since they only harm the world
I feel somewhat better today btw
I'm not talking neccesarily about myself in this caseWhat harm have you committed?
NothingWhat did I say?
I knowYou are being too harsh on
Then there is no need to feel bad bro.I'm not talking neccesarily about myself in this case
100%Nothing
People's worth are not measured by their intelligence. Be stupid, be hungry, if you're at rock bottom, the only choice would be to either stay there, or climb up.Stupids like me should die since they only harm the world
I feel somewhat better today btw
Nobody never messes up y'know, if you feel the world is mocking you, give it a middle finger and try again.No matter what I just keep messing up... Sometimes I feel like the world is just mocking me, giving me all the worst traits and the resources to fuck up everytime so I just have to stand being a total waste of energy and time to those around me... I've been considering suicide again, and I don't know what to do... Well, maybe it's not like I have to find a solution, whatever.
Everytime I try to get back on track the realization of how pointless it is gets worse, so I think "failing" in this case will make me feel much better. By the way, hi reddy.People's worth are not measured by their intelligence. Be stupid, be hungry, if you're at rock bottom, the only choice would be to either stay there, or climb up.
Nobody never messes up y'know, if you feel the world is mocking you, give it a middle finger and try again.
You only fail if you got taken down and didn't try to get back up.