Mental health thread

[Xdqwerty]

Well that doesn't tell the entire story what about in the inside?

I feel like shit

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I feel like shit

Why? What makes you feel like shit? What have you done to feel like that?

 

[Xdqwerty]

Why? What makes you feel like shit? What have you done to feel like that?

I hate myself

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I hate myself

You don't hate yourself for no reason right? What causes you to hate yourself ?

 

[Xdqwerty]

You don't hate yourself for no reason right? What causes you to hate yourself ?

im worthless, I don't think I deserve being happy, I have little to no redeeming qualities, I have the fault of anything bad that happenned to me, i'm an irresponsible piece of shit who can't do nothing well, and everyone would be better off without me.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

im worthless, I don't think I deserve being happy, I have little to no redeeming qualities, I have the fault of anything bad that happenned to me, i'm an irresponsible piece of shit who can't do nothing well, and everyone would be better off without me.

Damn that caught me by surprise I'm gaping so hard RN.

Who said you are worthless ? And irresponsible ? Even if you were you can change it why would the world be better off without you? Listen or look comrade you have done this world no harm other people who done so much harm continue to exist when they shouldn't you deserve to live more than them.

Trust me you don't know what you can pull off when put under immense pressure I thought I'm a moron who can't for the life of him understand math well guess what? I actually did , you need to have patience on yourself you are still new to some responsibilities you will mess up few times but it shall be a smooth sailing from that point on.

Life is still as vast and as open for me as it is for you to claim don't waste these 4 years like I did you will regret not making good memories in school or go out with friends I hope you have 1 or 2 caring friends IRL these can be your way out of this if I and the boys here aren't enough.

 

[Xdqwerty]

Damn that caught me by surprise I'm gaping so hard RN.

Who said you are worthless ? And irresponsible ? Even if you were you can change it why would the world be better off without you? Listen or look comrade you have done this world no harm other people who done so much harm continue to exist when they shouldn't you deserve to live more than them.

Trust me you don't know what you can pull off when put under immense pressure I thought I'm a moron who can't for the life of him understand math well guess what? I actually did , you need to have patience on yourself you are still new to some responsibilities you will mess up few times but it shall be a smooth sailing from that point on.

Life is still as vast and as open for me as it is for you to claim don't waste these 4 years like I did you will regret not making good memories in school or go out with friends I hope you have 1 or 2 caring friends IRL these can be your way out of this if I and the boys here aren't enough.

The only way I can change is either a lobotomy or getting amnesia

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

The only way I can change is either a lobotomy or getting amnesia

I doubt this my friend.

I thought I lacked ability to feel empathy or proper emotion apparently I'm actually a normal functioning human being

You are too harsh on yourself.

 

[Xdqwerty]

You are too harsh on yourself.

I know

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I know

You solved most of the problem by knowing all you need now is do a little modding of your code and data to be better if you know what I mean

 

[Xdqwerty]

You solved most of the problem by knowing all you need now is do a little modding of your code and data to be better if you know what I mean

So still a lobotomy/amnesia?

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

So still a lobotomy/amnesia?

No why you want some surgery conducted? The less surgeries the better you are.

I want you to start somewhere that gives you confidence because I don't think your posts of "I have suicidal thoughts" and the constant "I'm stupid" are intentional trolling or attention seeking.

Be a damn shame to lose you

 

[Xdqwerty]

I want you to start somewhere that gives you confidence because I don't think your posts of "I have suicidal thoughts" and the constant "I'm stupid" are intentional trolling or attention seeking.

I never said I was trolling/attention seeking even though some people suspect I am

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I never said I was trolling/attention seeking even though some people suspect I am

That's what I meant you are genuine and honest about it which signals that something is wrong someone your age shouldn't be having such thoughts.

 

[Denmdm]

No matter what I just keep messing up... Sometimes I feel like the world is just mocking me, giving me all the worst traits and the resources to fuck up everytime so I just have to stand being a total waste of energy and time to those around me... I've been considering suicide again, and I don't know what to do... Well, maybe it's not like I have to find a solution, whatever.

 

[Xdqwerty]

Even if you were you can change it why would the world be better off without you?

Stupids like me should die since they only harm the world

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I feel somewhat better today btw

 

[Kamako]

HDQWERTY and Denmdm, I believe in you both. You are strong and you are only getting stronger.

 

[fake-kun]

What's the point of living if the things never get better?

 

[Kamako]

What's the point of living if the things never get better?

I don't want to write too much in here too often, but I will just say that if you keep living there's a real chance that things will get at least a little better. I hope you can make tomorrow a better day than this one was for you.

 

[fake-kun]

I don't want to write too much in here too often, but I will just say that if you keep living there's a real chance that things will get at least a little better. I hope you can make tomorrow a better day than this one was for you.

I wish.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

No matter what I just keep messing up... Sometimes I feel like the world is just mocking me, giving me all the worst traits and the resources to fuck up everytime so I just have to stand being a total waste of energy and time to those around me... I've been considering suicide again, and I don't know what to do... Well, maybe it's not like I have to find a solution, whatever.

I say there is a wisdom why you lived this long , what did you mess up?

Stupids like me should die since they only harm the world

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I feel somewhat better today btw

What harm have you committed? What did I say? You are being too harsh on yourself.

Good I want you to feel better everyday , me and the others be glad to see you happy.

 

[Xdqwerty]

What harm have you committed?

I'm not talking neccesarily about myself in this case

What did I say?

Nothing

You are being too harsh on

I know

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I'm not talking neccesarily about myself in this case

Then there is no need to feel bad bro.

Nothing

100%

 

[Prism_Red]

Stupids like me should die since they only harm the world

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I feel somewhat better today btw

People's worth are not measured by their intelligence. Be stupid, be hungry, if you're at rock bottom, the only choice would be to either stay there, or climb up.

No matter what I just keep messing up... Sometimes I feel like the world is just mocking me, giving me all the worst traits and the resources to fuck up everytime so I just have to stand being a total waste of energy and time to those around me... I've been considering suicide again, and I don't know what to do... Well, maybe it's not like I have to find a solution, whatever.

Nobody never messes up y'know, if you feel the world is mocking you, give it a middle finger and try again.
You only fail if you got taken down and didn't try to get back up.

 

[Denmdm]

People's worth are not measured by their intelligence. Be stupid, be hungry, if you're at rock bottom, the only choice would be to either stay there, or climb up.


Nobody never messes up y'know, if you feel the world is mocking you, give it a middle finger and try again.
You only fail if you got taken down and didn't try to get back up.

Everytime I try to get back on track the realization of how pointless it is gets worse, so I think "failing" in this case will make me feel much better. By the way, hi reddy.