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Yes, the first always hurts the most.of course. my first love was so deep i think i would have died for them if told to
such a beautiful feeling that can hurt so terribly
I’m sure you would know right Guts? /jYes, the first always hurts the most.
I regret having worded it as such, now.I’m sure you would know right Guts? /j
That's quite the history. Thanks for sharing.Well ... even my cold , still beating Wraith-heart experienced love towards girls .
The first one breaked my heart with someone different ( which i beated him up because . He was wimp and a coward after all ) but i recovered fast from it , with a small no-name bands concert and alot of booze .
Second one liked me very much and i liked her too but till i discovered she was 16 . I was 23 at the time , so i noped out as fast as possible .
The third one lived way too far away from my place and i had only visited her a few times when suddenly the contact was dead . And so my interest towards her .
The fourth one was a cosplayer . Everything went actually well and we talked about having a relationship together , till she backed up at the last second and wanted to stay friends with me which ends up that i cut her out from my contacts . That one hurted me too but i recovered fast from it with a metal-festival . Onslaught , Sodom , Iced Earth and Children of Bodom cant and shouldnt be skipped .
And right now im still single and think myself that love and romance are a dead concept for women . If it happens then it happens but i dont care anymore about relationships .
Even One-night-stands are not worth it anymore . Its just Masturbation with extra-steps and with people that have no personalities and standards whatsoever .
I would gladly take my virginity back . It was more lively and i could say , i felt more clean than right now .
And that cupid that shot those arrows need to be burned alive in front of my eyes while i feast on a great Chili-Burger just for the satisfaction of my unreached sadistic depths that i call " love " what he offered me in my life .
Okay ... there are still some crumbs of salty love-experience in me but i hope others have more luck in love than me .
Your welcome .That's quite the history. Thanks for sharing.



That's really tough, but I get having trust issues, I definitely do.Yes, it was twice, the first time It was in the 6th grade, I didn't have the courage to confess and the girl changed schools, and to make matters worse I was being harassed by six sons of b*tches, and her presence was the only thing that made me go to school that year.
The second time in the seventh grade, I told a "friend" about my feelings for a girl in my class, and that viper think it would be a good idea to tell my secret to the whole class. Needless to say, after so I was treated like a court jester by the same girl who said he was my friend, my crush and most of the class for the rest of the school year!.
Since that damn event, I have had problems with self-esteem and trust people.![]()
Thank you for your consideration, fortunately I feel better lately.That's really tough, but I get having trust issues, I definitely do.

That's excellent to hear!Thank you for your consideration, fortunately I feel better lately.![]()
i somehow only saw this now and i leaned back so far upon reading this post i knocked my head against the wall behind meI’m sure you would know right Guts? /j
That's what scientists call the Anti effect.i somehow only saw this now and i leaned back so far upon reading this post i knocked my head against the wall behind me
No, you’re 18This thread is making me realise just how young most people here are, lol. I'm only 29 but I feel quite old reading some of these posts!