Ever since I was a kid, Iโve always had this overwhelming fear of being crushed or constrained to death. On a weekly basis, I get nightmares where Iโm trapped in tiny spaces on my stomach beneath something โ floorboards, concrete, networks of pipes, etc. (My personal favourite was being trapped under the deck of a sinking ship while it filled up with water.) Iโd be a horrible BDSM partner. (The B part of that culture legitimately terrifies me.)
Iโve recently been hearing a lot about cave divers and people who go spelunking in tight, highly-compact holes in the earth, with nothing but miles of rock and darkness surrounding them. (And sometimes, theyโre UNDERWATER!) I think those people are absolutely fucking insane.