What are things you're proud of yourself about?

I got the greatest person in the history of the world to fall in love with me.
 
I manufacture C4 explosives in my sink.





But really after getting slapped by my own failures and being a selfish monster who would hurt anyone to get what he wanted and thinking im a failure in scientific/mathematic field and being very skinny.

Well above sounds like a good deal to give up if I can't work cuz my mind couldn't comprehend im grown ass 18 year old and that thought did spook me a bit realizing I know nothing literally terra from FF6 :loldog , my ego However couldn't handle it motivated by just pure freaking pride and ego wanting to be someone im proud of a winner in real life so I can enjoy being a winner in video games well I turned my life around....its no longer a matter of fixing my broken pride I want to be an effective member of society a man that brings good to the world.

I went from inability to do a single pushup in may 2022 to near 60 in late 2024 and probably 60 by now (will see today)

I learned how to put in hardwork like actually work hard for something thus I ended up scoring well in math a subject I was so bad at like for somebody like me the grade I got by just 8 months of studying math and the mess of the last few days man im lucky to have had pulled it off like that despite all the laughter and mockery I put up with being called a loser and an idiot a stupid human being I actually managed to redeem myself not only in my eyes but in the eyes of those around me.

Im as confident as ever and while I come off as a quiet person and a bit goofy at times I will never get back to that social anxiety I had prior to april 2024.

Im also happy that I actually feel emotion as weird as it sounds XD thanks to silent hill and FF7/6/4/5/8 and MGS

My mindset changed a lot for the remainder of 2024 I actually had to spend a lot of time in solitude just me and my own thoughts every day for 8 hours straight , studying mostly but I sometimes got lost in my own thoughts , discovering more about myself challenging the ideas I hold and more the journey had me physically improving but most importantly mentally and socially.

Holy holy how hard I found it to wear my jeans and head somewhere in 2022 now in the blink of an eye im walking down the street.

You know what's a sad part about all this? I only got complimented for me becoming a better person once or twice idk why other people didn't notice the behavior and mindset change , its not the most important thing but at least father is so proud in me and that alone is enough.
 
Documenting the fist talks arcade machine because literally no one cares about it

Coding my own website

Owning the first three seasons of Case closed on DVD

Having a strong bad email.exe DVD set

And owning the Omori Nintendo Switch Collectors edition (which was 104 dollars... Agh.)

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I would say my fifteen years of military in which I became a combat medic leading to a physician career and a time in the doctors without boarders association. I wanted people to have a tommarow not take their today.
 
I would say my fifteen years of military in which I became a combat medic leading to a physician career and a time in the doctors without boarders association. I wanted people to have a tommarow not take their today.
MEDIC!!! (In tib sun soldier voice)

That's a pretty good skillset being a physician surely brings in interesting experiences?
 
I make people happy. They know they can depend on me and that I keep my promises. Also my resiliency, I suppose. "Ad astra per aspera."
 

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