this is a tough one, but ultimately it boils down to either the
- MadCatz GameCube controller, which i feel like has every poor decision possible - weird ridges on the sides where your palms go, the worst plastic ive ever felt, joycons that make me want to cry, wires more fragile than glass
- dualshock 3, i do not have large hands yet this thing still feels impossibly small to use and has since i was a child, with even smaller hands. its bizarre bc dualshock 1 and 2 are so good to me, and the dualshock 4 and dualsense are fantastic.