So uhh you are asking the same question here on other forums and it didn't seem to help
Some other examples are not wanting to be scolded for changing stuff on my PC and thus rejecting to use Linux and/or Firefox. And also repeating that I don't care about modern games, that I can't afford X thing to fix Y thing and etc
Well you don't have to use linux or Firefox what's exactly wrong with that? You know some of these stupid nerds can like develop some sort of elitism attitude of "use Linux it's better than windows" in the most nerdy voice ever.
That and other things on there.
And how you plan to solve these things like not using Linux or not caring about modern games?
Shutting the fuck up. Also i'm sure people there got fed up of my constant negativity including some that also have an account here
Then how can I stop being lazy without needing to drink lots of coffee with lots of sugar, do drugs and inject myself with adrenaline?
I honestly don't know what to tell you.
Why do you need to all that? Where is your inner motivation? Energy? That's why i told you to workout it will energize you pretty good it's not the only way but can bring in good results for stopping being lazy.
But I always go walking and always go to PE class
Well you said you are lazy? Man you confused me XD , but really thinking becoming an adult will solve all your problems or having a surgery or some easy way out......it won't do you a thing it will make things worse.
It's just that I go out for a walk when my family orders me to go with them and because physical education class is mandatory and not by my own decision.
Hmmmm i would really like to get you into fitness it might be just what you need to start on changing this negative and self hating attitude.
Theres lots of negativity in my family and no one complains
We do pushups at PE class
Well man this seems more in needing of real life solution than whatever i or anyone here can offer it's pretty much a problem that words online will remain words.
I'm still too lazy and introvert to fix my issues so getting doing drugs and/or smoking and/or vaping, getting lobotomized, getting amnesia and getting hypnotized are better solutions
NO! it will get things worse , there is no eternal salvation coming with these solutions , being an introvert doesn't mean you uhh do this.
I can't put it in words but it might be stuff like lack of motivation, lack of energy, some sort of apathy or idk.
Lack of motivation you say? So we can't pinpoint the source eh? Well that a little problem you can try to go offline for a couple days see if it gets you in a better mood as it seems constantly venting these negative thoughts isn't helping you.
I already did a couple times before and my brain didnt stop having these negative thoughts
Then we need to find the source of what's causing these negative thoughts! Is it because you remember one situation or interaction where you said something stupid or acted in a dumb way and it keeps playing in loop again and again and that makes you regret the way you acted?
Both that and bc my mother is quite temperamental and tends to act like if she hated me
NO!
About the 1st one you just have to deal with it , you can't change the past but you can learn from it to act on what you see is better next time so you don't recreate the same situation again even if it happens you don't have to freak out about it , that's the way we learn no divine revelation is going to drop from the sky and tell you what to do.
1. But I almost never learn from my mistakes
Well you are self aware about that which means you learned something.
Aside from the ones I mentioned, I had meditation in mind and tried it years ago (before I was depressed) but found it more irritating than relaxing.
Yeah and those you mentioned won't do shit about it.
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