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I'm currently playing we♡katamari. When I found out you could go onto the cosmos and see the prince's planet I immediately locked onto it and started starring at the screen, in silence, in the dark while listening to the soundtrack.
When I finished the first katamari, I did the same. I started hugging my pillow as hard as I could while staring at the screen, just looking at the menus and wondering about life, crying because of fear, but also thinking about the comfort of things.
I'm at the end of my teenage years (gonna be 17 in a few months and 18 next year), it was a terrible age. My childhood was pretty rough, so when I stare at the screen, I just feel like a kid again. Even though the feeling is bad, there's still some comfort in the glow of the CRT, of the cute music.
Even if I didn't had a good childhood or good teenage years, I have the cozy comfort of katamari to welcome me. To make me question things, to accept truths that hurt, but also to think that maybe, the only thing I have is the future that I'll come.
Maybe, someday in the future, I'll wake up and notice that I've had a comfortable few years, that I did the right choices and got to see a life where I don't have to fear or to get stressed by things that soon won't matter. Maybe, I'm the path for it, maybe, staring at the katamari damacy screen and crying like a child again is the right choice in the current moment.
Maybe, someday, a will finally know, but for now, I just love katamari damacy.