I had a woman openly call me an asshole one night while working she claimed i was following her but i was simply walking the same way to collect grocery baskets. I would never follow anyone even when working its not in my nature.
I started believing in myself and found a way out after 17 years there is always hope. My side hustle is collecting toys and giving stuff away every easter halloween and christmas. Its so rewarding.
Better than not being able to work and therefore have to be homeless which is what would be absurd lol. If you cannot be thankful for you can have a job to survive then be thankful you are homeless? What you saying my dude? Ayy lmao.
But people need other people to "refresh the reality" that their brain is stuck in a loop to prevent overstimulation your neurons experiences due to processing same shit and therefore these overstimulated neurons cannot function anymore!!! So it's basically not a "need to socilize" or "having fun", it's just about "chemically making your body produce diverse chemicals to supply itself what it biologically needs for basic chemical processes by preventing it keeps producing same shit and overusing the same part of your brain".
I was social until society threw me under the bus with covid. I was living alone and it all fell apart had lost a lot of weight and working out. Forced into homelessness due to the area becoming unstable.
I did, when I started 7 years ago. Then during the pandemic, the good managers got burnt out and left. Since they couldn't find anyone desperate enough to fill their now vacant roles, corporate hired 20 year olds off the street (not joking, and this is a hospital) and plunked them in. Now the entire place has been thrown into chaos. Rampant disease, roaches, tasks never getting done, government getting involved and investigating. It's absolute heck.
