Right now is to get out of this funk I've been in for a few years now. I feel so horrible about myself for no reason. I have Autism and it's been tough the past few years because I've been trying to get government help. I can't drive yet because it's just me, my sister, and my grandmother and no one really helps out so I've been stuck on that, and the worst thing is because of how bad I feel about myself I've just dropped all of my hobbies besides gaming. I think this year will be different though. I feel that this year is gonna be positive and I'm making efforts to not dog myself so much. One thing I want to say is that no matter how bad it gets, there's always someone you can talk to. Doesn't matter if you don't have anyone close to you, there are means and ways to find the help you need, and me personally I'll talk to anyone who needs it. You gotta be stronger than the negativity and fight through the pain, you can become the best version of yourself yet if you can just laugh in the face of adversity and find what you need to thrive in your life. And just because you're at that down part of your life doesn't mean it's over, there's always something new over the horizon, and sometimes you just have to make that small effort to go find it.
