Mental health thread

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I know you didnt ask me but I have asperger syndrome

Well it doesn't hurt that you told me.

OCD - obsessive-compulsive disorder.

I see , can it be intense?

 

[Prism_Red]

I'm sorry for the loss of your Dad. My Mum died in my arms of a sudden stroke and heart attack. Yesterday was her birthday, and for the first time in a about a year I had a dream I could see her face. It was post-stroke, but I had repressed her face entirely up until now since the day she passed

Post automatically merged: Feb 23, 2025

I want you all to know whoever read this that my Mum was the best person I've ever had the privilege of knowing and she would have loved you too

Post automatically merged: Feb 23, 2025

A part of me wishes death on everyone. It passes, but it is a strong and true feeling also, just as intrusive as the other stuff, but the antithesis of everything that was/is her way. But I'm not gonna pretend or omit it, seeing as how I'm here now

Mums are cool like that.

My mum passed too 2 years ago, everything isn't the same since then.
I'm proud to say I'm a huge momma boy, she is my one and only moral anchor and she knew, I guess in a way she was ready to face death, her only worry is she don't know what I would do without her.

I don't have suicidal thoughts 'cause I know she wants me to live on, more like I don't care anymore. I'm getting more reckless each day knowing that I would "win" either way, come what may when death stares at me, be it another chance to live or the sweet embrace, I can look forward to both.

For now, I live, but should there be an opportunity to die in a fantastically awesome way, I will take it.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I just think I make everyone's lives harder or something

And also that I think i'm the most fucking stupid person alive

 

[Prism_Red]

I just think everyone would be better off without me

I just think I make everyone's lives harder or something

And also that I think i'm the most fucking stupid person alive

Let's put it this way, you may think of that, now imagine what will happen if you gone.

There will be a global scale battle royale, all aiming for the "most fucking stupid person alive" title. You're making everyone's lives harder if you gone.
As long as you're alive, you are winning by default.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I think i'm a bad person for

1. Being stupid
2. Being stubborn
3. Being from gen z/alpha
4. Liking stuff other people don't like and the other way around
5. Using Reddit and Twitter
6. Being poor

 

[Prism_Red]

I think i'm a bad person for

1. Being stupid
2. Being stubborn
3. Being from gen z/alpha
4. Liking stuff other people don't like and the other way around
5. Using Reddit and Twitter
6. Being poor

Well, all this doesn't make someone a bad person.
Don't worry about being good or bad, simply be yourself.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I think i'm a bad person for

1. Being stupid
2. Being stubborn
3. Being from gen z/alpha
4. Liking stuff other people don't like and the other way around
5. Using Reddit and Twitter
6. Being poor

Mate im the most stubborn person ever , its good to be stubborn but not too stubborn where you can't see where the other side is coming from.

Gen Z are the real deal bro don't ever let anyone shame you for being a certain age or liking things the ones of your age likes and its alright if you don't like what others like , Jordan is littered with smokers my friend handed me a cigar once in 8th grade and I hated it , my other friend offered me once told him to f off everyone here vapes and acts like its cool if you know its harmful the thing they like then screw em and that thing you will be better off without it.

There is no shame being poor

Btw its ok I do stupid stuff all the time was cutting an apple today and my hand went off rails a bit cuz I focued a little too much on a certain spot , you are a human you aren't perfect remember that you will get better as times goes on.

Nothing to comment on the reddit/twitter so I use neither of them.

 

[beefbowl]

Oh boy, here I come with my stupid mental health bullshit.
Basically, I messed everything in my life up. Had a stable job in a prestigious tech company, got fired from it because of my behavior (my manager and I didn't get along well). After that, I just can't find another job. Still unemployed.
I had some friends during uni, eventually they stopped talking to me. We were talking one day and then I got ghosted. I was also never been invited to "reunions". I think the problem has something to do with me.
Romantic prospects, never had any luck in that field.
That's why I never go out. I just stay at home with my family and play games. Not even that is taking my mind of off things. I'll probably try live streaming as a last resort but if that doesn't work out there's no other way but to kill myself. I messed everything up that badly and I don't think I can ever recover from everything.

 

[Antilocal123]

Oh boy, here I come with my stupid mental health bullshit.
Basically, I messed everything in my life up. Had a stable job in a prestigious tech company, got fired from it because of my behavior (my manager and I didn't get along well). After that, I just can't find another job. Still unemployed.
I had some friends during uni, eventually they stopped talking to me. We were talking one day and then I got ghosted. I was also never been invited to "reunions". I think the problem has something to do with me.
Romantic prospects, never had any luck in that field.
That's why I never go out. I just stay at home with my family and play games. Not even that is taking my mind of off things. I'll probably try live streaming as a last resort but if that doesn't work out there's no other way but to kill myself. I messed everything up that badly and I don't think I can ever recover from everything.

Hey, venting isn't stupid man, the fact that you’re still standing is impressive in and of itself.

 

[Capricorn_is_Goat]

I often have suicidal thoughts

I do too.

 

[RanmyakuIchi's iconRanmyakuIchi]

I think i'm a bad person for

1. Being stupid
2. Being stubborn
3. Being from gen z/alpha
4. Liking stuff other people don't like and the other way around
5. Using Reddit and Twitter
6. Being poor

What, none of that makes you a bad person! It sounds like you might be listening to the wrong kind of people on the internet.

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I have had a thought lately, nothing I'm in pain or hurting about, but I guess I wanna get it in the open air. I haven't been interested in relationships for a long time, to the point where I've assumed I might be on the Asexual spectrum, but now that I've talked about my ex here I'm beginning to wonder if I've got repressed trauma from that experience that's making me avoid relationships instead. Not that it really matters, as I'm happy with my current life, but I've been mulling over it a bit today.

 

[Capricorn_is_Goat]

I do too.

Edit:
I'm starting to feel better, actually, really and for the first time. You are all wonderful folks. I made a "Final Fantasy Rap" forum. Has some scribbles I've been doing, check 'out if you like. My latest is a dedication to the fine RGT folk. I feel like I have a place here. I wanted to thank you all for it.

 

[fake-kun]

I can't remember the last time I truly felt safe and confident in my future.

 

[Capricorn_is_Goat]

I can't remember the last time I truly felt safe and confident in my future.

you can do it kun!

 

[Yousef]

I can't remember the last time I truly felt safe and confident in my future.

You’re definitely not alone. Last week was easily the most godawful week this year. No competition whatsoever. Could not sleep for a whole day because I had constant nightmares about tomorrow, but I’m surprisingly better now.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I once dreamt I was getting shot and the pain felt way too real

 

[YoshifreakZX]

I don't want to get TOO personal but I will say some stuff.
I feel completely stuck in a loop of the same old daily routine for over 2 years at this point and it has severely impacted my mental health. It led to a lot of reckless money spending, specifically on food which has led to weight gain and I'm scared of even checking what my current weight is right now because man, I'm probably like at over 260 at this point (I'm not a muscular person at all btw) and before all of this, I was at like 225, something like that. I've been wanting to improve my health but every time I try, something happens that stresses me out and kills my motivation to do anything.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I want real life friends/friends of my age

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I tend to hit myself in the head whenever I get angry with myself

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I wanna smoke/vape

 

[OmegaPunch's iconOmegaPunch]

I don't want to get TOO personal but I will say some stuff.
I feel completely stuck in a loop of the same old daily routine for over 2 years at this point and it has severely impacted my mental health. It led to a lot of reckless money spending, specifically on food which has led to weight gain and I'm scared of even checking what my current weight is right now because man, I'm probably like at over 260 at this point (I'm not a muscular person at all btw) and before all of this, I was at like 225, something like that. I've been wanting to improve my health but every time I try, something happens that stresses me out and kills my motivation to do anything.

What exactly happens that "stresses you out and kills your motivation to do anything"?

 

[YoshifreakZX]

What exactly happens that "stresses you out and kills your motivation to do anything"?

Most of it is personal and family related, but a good amount of it also comes from me being tired of my current job.

 

[OmegaPunch's iconOmegaPunch]

Most of it is personal and family related, but a good amount of it also comes from me being tired of my current job.

I wish I could help you, but I don't know how...

 

[YoshifreakZX]

I wish I could help you, but I don't know how...

I will say that as of right now, my motivation to improve is going up, and I hope to keep that motivation going.

 

[Xdqwerty]

I will say that as of right now, my motivation to improve is going up, and I hope to keep that motivation going.

Well i'm making a game and thats the closest thing to a motivation I have

 

[OmegaPunch's iconOmegaPunch]

I will say that as of right now, my motivation to improve is going up, and I hope to keep that motivation going.

That's good to hear.

 

[Vetusomaru]

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I wanna smoke/vape

Why?