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Wanna hear a joke, a person was in his death bed, asked God to give him one more chance in life. Death approached him, begging him to give him on more chance.
Its a lady and shes very good towards me and my dad she does cleaning. she took me out for some shopping today i find summer a minefield because everyones cutting grass itll be august before i become less triggered with the outside world. even slight exposure to grass or hedges being cut can be 2 days illness for me. yeah shes brilliant i was able to get an amazon gift card today which allowed me to get mario kart 8 for a good deal which arrives tomorrow so its a gaming saturday and a weekend off for me with all my comfort food in after a busy week. And thank you.You rule dude and your friend sounds like a safe guy too. What Shmup have you been playing? I've been practicing my rootin' tootin' cowboy shootin' on Red Dead 2.
Oh i play just about everything thats vertical/horizontal with aircraft and spacecraft. I keep meaning to have a crack at red dead theres so many funny videos on youtube lol.Its a lady and shes very good towards me and my dad she does cleaning. she took me out for some shopping today i find summer a minefield because everyones cutting grass itll be august before i become less triggered with the outside world. even slight exposure to grass or hedges being cut can be 2 days illness for me. yeah shes brilliant i was able to get an amazon gift card today which allowed me to get mario kart 8 for a good deal which arrives tomorrow so its a gaming saturday and a weekend off for me with all my comfort food in after a busy week. And thank you.
Happy update:
My doctor said that my ECG looked perfectly fine (aside from the high heart rate), and she gave me a prescription for bioblockers that I can use if I think the heart rate is annoying or troubling. Very happy!
Basically that I might harm myself until I finally confessYou know how bad guys in fiction torture others to get info out of them? Well, i'm thinking about torturing myself so that I can tell people irl about my issues
I hope it doesn't come to self-harm and that you can find another way to express your feelings.Basically that I might harm myself until I finally confess
No, it doesn't make you stupid. Why would it?Btw, does not being able to play modern games (aside from Deltarune I guess) make me stupid?
Bc most of my online friends can get to play themNo, it doesn't make you stupid. Why would it?
Ok. Well, whether you are able to play new releases or not has no impact on how smart you are.Bc most of my online friends can get to play them
Hello, I would read more but I have ADHD
Let's gooAayyyy, a fellow ADHD bro!
You should either tell the police or moveMy mental health is shot. My neighbors have been bashing the walls on the other side of me all day and night every day for the last 10 years. Sometimes it's little thumps and other times it's loud bashing and pounding. Sometimes they yell. Sometimes they repeat what i say to mock me. It never ends.
Will getting lobotomized make me extrovert? And if not, then how will I be able to tell people irl how I feel? People online keep telling me to go seek help but I just don't want to do that
But i'm too lazy to improve my life and the only ways I can do that are doing drugs, drinking lots of coffee with lots of sugar and injecting myself with adrenalineYou should spend less time ruminating on how to hurt yourself and more time on improving your life.
I mean, those are the only ways I can stop being THE MOST FUCKING LAZY PERSON ALIVEBut i'm too lazy to improve my life and the only ways I can do that are doing drugs, drinking lots of coffee with lots of sugar and injecting myself with adrenaline
That means i'm a lost cause and that I should die and rot in hell for all eternityIf you don't want to help yourself, there's nothing anybody can do to help you.