Mental health thread

[GardeniaSky's iconGardeniaSky]

Man sometimes you plan stuff end up getting mixed up and bam you screwed up badly...my dear friend asked me to meet someday i proposed for Thursday at 6 pm that was on Sunday then early Thursday i had the bright idea to ask him if we could meet at 4 pm knowing my class finishes at 4 pm that day or so i thought so perfectly planned eh?

Yeah no my class finishes at 3:30 i have forgotten about the entire meeting with my friend it was hot in Thursday man....i went back got a haircut and even forgot to buy burger bread despite me vocally saying prior to family "WE GET BURGER BREAD NO BURGER BREAD NO BURGER" anyway i get a fresh haircut cuz my hair been annoying me for quite a while get clean shaven face all good come back home and messages flood my phone FF4 fanfare explodes (yes it's my notification sound for this month next month it's going to be FF2) and see my friend messages he is there at the meet up place since 4 pm waiting for me ITS HOT and he walked for half an hour! What? How did this happen? Forget about food my friend went out there in a hot day just so we meet and i completely forgot about it....it must have felt insulting to him anyway i message him quickly tell him 1 2 3 what went down and such he is like "ok then I'm heading back home the sun heat fkd me" couldn't help but think how much of a bad friend I'm....

Anyway it's Friday and my friend tells me he is actually attending classes with me from now on honestly I'm overwhelmed with joy what was a shit badly and poorly planned day kinda brought a good ending? We both meeting soon again in class i cant wait for Monday man we burning the entire city soon when we get together

I'm sure they'll understand it wasn't intentional! A genuine apology should do well enough.

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Doing okay today. My partner is having a really hard time with work this week. It's a festival week in our city so he's working a lot more than usual.

Here's hoping I can provide the support he needs to get through it.

 

[bigstinkie]

i feel extra unwell after my last drug binge. my lack of self control is legendary

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I'm sure they'll understand it wasn't intentional! A genuine apology should do well enough.

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Doing okay today. My partner is having a really hard time with work this week. It's a festival week in our city so he's working a lot more than usual.

Here's hoping I can provide the support he needs to get through it.

Absolutely he still messaged me but yeah it was just bad planning on my part

Doing good at the start of the week is always a good sign.

 

[Bomberman]

How does it actually work? The schizophrenia i mean?

Schizophrenia is commonly confused with dissociative personality disorder.

I just have “odd”/disorganized thinking and bad emotional depth. I don’t know the intricacies of it but multiple professionals diagnosed me as being it.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

Schizophrenia is commonly confused with dissociative personality disorder.

I just have “odd”/disorganized thinking and bad emotional depth. I don’t know the intricacies of it but multiple professionals diagnosed me as being it.

That sucks man get soon if possible

 

[TheWanderer]

My mood these days

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

My mood these days
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Should i play the song?

 

[TheWanderer]

Should i play the song?

Dans mon esprit tout divague, je me perds dans tes yeux
Je me noie dans la vague de ton regard amoureux
Je ne veux que ton âme divaguant sur ma peau
Une fleur, une femme dans ton cœur Roméo
Je ne suis que ton nom, le souffle lancinant
De nos corps dans le sombre animé lentement

 

[fake-kun]

I've been feeling like shit lately.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

I've been feeling like shit lately.

Auf why mr kun?

 

[fake-kun]

Auf why mr kun?

Depression as usual.

P.S. kun is a Japanese honorific, not a surname.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

Depression as usual.

P.S. kun is a Japanese honorific, not a surname.

Easy turn off your depression modifiers and in the code set depression from 1 to 0.

Nah i refer to you as kun cuz referring to you as fake is a bit weird unless i come up with a shortcut like fofo or fefe

 

[fake-kun]

Nah i refer to you as kun cuz referring to you as fake is a bit weird unless i come up with a shortcut like fofo or fefe

You can always call me fake-kun.

 

[Pandaprewmaster325]

You can always call me fake-kun.

Your right but it's too formal and long how about fakey? Or kuny?

 

[fake-kun]

Your right but it's too formal and long how about fakey? Or kuny?

Fakey is for Antilocal only, and kuny sounds like another name for cunnilingus.

 

[Xdqwerty]

The things I wanna do instead of seeking help are:

• Doing drugs
• Smoking
• Vaping
• Getting lobotomized (although I doubt it's even legal nowadays)
• Getting hypnotized
• Getting amnesia

 

[JustLooking123]

And how any of these are going to help you?
What problem they are supposed to solve?

 

[Xdqwerty]

And how any of these are going to help you?
What problem they are supposed to solve?

They might cure my depression and/or make me extrovert

 

[JustLooking123]

They might cure my depression and/or make me extrovert

Honestly i don't think any of them would change you.
And again, i don't see what's the problem.
Why you feel depressed? what bothers you?

 

[Xdqwerty]

Why you feel depressed? what bothers you?

Mostly that life treats me badly and I have low self esteem

 

[JustLooking123]

Mostly that life treats me badly and I have low self esteem

So can you tell some examples?
And also, can you tell if life treats you how, you would consider it good?

 

[Xdqwerty]

So can you tell some examples?
And also, can you tell if life treats you how, you would consider it good?

The best examples I can think of right now are that I live in one of América, I have a mother who gets pissed off easily and might probably be bipolar, I have an annoying younger brother, my preschool and elementary school teachers treated me like shit, and I, for some reason, got bullied from 1st to 8th grade

 

[JustLooking123]

While these are bitter memories, but aren't most of them specific to a certain time period?
I think at least these kinds of problems will be solved with time.

Also, i know a lot of people who have had sad pasts, but those experiences actually helped them grow into wonderful people.
Don't underestimate yourself and your future.
Seeing your good personality, i am very hopeful about you!

 

[Xdqwerty]

While these are bitter memories, but aren't most of them specific to a certain time period?
I think at least these kinds of problems will be solved with time.

Also, i know a lot of people who have had sad pasts, but those experiences actually helped them grow into wonderful people.
Don't underestimate yourself and your future.
Seeing your good personality, i am very hopeful about you!

Ok but I still live in a shitty country, get scolded/punished often for my mistakes, and have an annoying younger brother and divorced parents

 

[JustLooking123]

It depends on the goal you want to reach.
Many things might take time and/or effort to change.
Would you rather have everything solved by others, or do you want to have a role in making things better?

If you don't want to have any role, then you can only hope that other people make things better.

If you want to have a role, first step is thinking about ways to make things just a little better.
Don't go for big changes suddenly, make it smooth and gradual.

If you can make things a little better, like in a month or even a year... it's still better than nothing.
And after a while, you might find yourself in a different position.
A person who can make a change!