Greetings, as you already mentioned on your video, indeed it spool out of control.
I went and watched your other videos and this is a pattern, you ramble a lot, this is most likely because you lack structure on your scripts if you are using any.
Now if you are using your channel as a form of expression/hobby my advise to you is the following.
-*Record your voice as if you were addressing a a classroom, up the volume of your voice and in post production lower it on your audio editing software, "be as loud as possible you can fix it in post production"
-*Stick to the subject. as i mention before this is a patter on all your videos.
-*Do not copy editing "styles" from other Youtubers, just be yourself, you do not need constant "memes" on screen, nor you need Text on the screen and chromatic aberration gags.
But above all don't be discouraged, one can always learn and improve, Rome was not built in a day, keep iterating and you will improve.
But again, be you, everybody can edit but what is important is what you are gifting everybody with your videos.
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