Ian Naxieas
The Man in the Box
I started smoking weed when I was 21. I'd still be smoking it to this day, but after my MS progressed it started triggering severe (like, needing to go to ER severe) panic attacks every time I smoked. Caffeine has the same effect on me now as well. Booooo.
Tobacco, hoo boy. I kept off it until my mid 20s, but I picked it up when I quit alcohol after years of severe alcoholism. It started off slow, a cigar on occasion, some clove cigarettes and even a hookah once or twice. Then the clove cigarettes became a pack every other day. It was getting too expensive, so I switched to normal cigarettes and that was a gigantic mistake. I was a super heavy smoker until a few years ago, when my boyfriend convinced me to give quitting a serious try. I failed many times, but eventually got on Chantix and that helped me enough to quit for good. I do still get the urge, especially when stressed and whenever I smell a cigarettes it's like oooh that smells good, even though it's fucking nasty. I do feel much better without it and I know my boyfriend likes not having to sleep next to someone who reeks of cigarettes. x)
Tobacco, hoo boy. I kept off it until my mid 20s, but I picked it up when I quit alcohol after years of severe alcoholism. It started off slow, a cigar on occasion, some clove cigarettes and even a hookah once or twice. Then the clove cigarettes became a pack every other day. It was getting too expensive, so I switched to normal cigarettes and that was a gigantic mistake. I was a super heavy smoker until a few years ago, when my boyfriend convinced me to give quitting a serious try. I failed many times, but eventually got on Chantix and that helped me enough to quit for good. I do still get the urge, especially when stressed and whenever I smell a cigarettes it's like oooh that smells good, even though it's fucking nasty. I do feel much better without it and I know my boyfriend likes not having to sleep next to someone who reeks of cigarettes. x)