That's a weird way of looking at games.
So essentially, you "play" games for the memories? I play them because they're fun! I enjoy interacting with this digital world since many games are fantastical in nature and you can't do that irl. Of course if you look at games like memories to be remembered, all of your interactions with it will be sour, you are not playing the game, you are passing throught it, clinging on to glimpses of emotions felt. If you value the story above all else, then yeah you'll get a very small return for investing your time in it, don't get me wrong a good story can enhance an otherwise good game to great, but I mainly play them for the mechanics, so our priorities are a little different.
Maybe you should switch your gaming time with reading time, you'll get more out of it by the looks of it.
Sorry, I wasn't specific enough, let me rephrase: I have fun while playing games, as well reading a book. I'm considering fun as intrinsic in something I do for entertainment, otherwise I probably wouldn't do it if I don't need to.
So that part about the memories is more like a goal, something I would feel rewarded for, which has it's peak when I beat a game, end of campaign or something like this.
I liked the way you point that I'm "passing throught it, clinging on to glimpses of emotions felt" that's exactly it. To me is more like a movie that I and only I can make the story goes on, doing the decisions.
One example that someone mentioned, the use of tiktok can bring fun while using it'd infinite scroll, but so what? Fun just for fun is not that meaninful, is more about coping, sometimes we do those things like tiktok because we need to escape, we need to think about anything at all, just lay somewhere and scroll up to hours because we had a difficult day or something else.
Personally, I do think gaming has a better quality of entertainment than tiktok, but I also think that there are other things that have even better quality, and all of that are situational.
When I was playing games that I enjoyed simply by the mechanics, I did like playing it, but then from times to times I formulated questions like "so what?" and I felt empty, I'm heavily objective oriented.
I like to play jrpgs, some puzzles (which I also like to do in logic/puzzle books) and games that have wonderful or/and deep story overall. But as you said, I'm reading more and more and playing less and less, so I'm already doing this transition, which could be temporary or not.