Random Antilocal123: The Nicest User on the Forum!

[Graves Ruinwalker]

Not nice enough for me .

-Me , Niceguy-connoiseure supreme .

 

[Antilocal123]

But you shouldn't post this on the Anti thread since it’s full of shit-posting, Booze, post it on the Mental Health thread.

 

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(I must preface this n advise anyone to skip these useless broken worsd if you are triggered easy or get bumm'd from negative vibes or wisely ignore my yada-yada cursed posts that resonate with no one cuz I fuckin am no one so makes joLLy good sense)

ok I am now sworn in as the worst person of the forum

fits me to a T

I'm the worst person everywhere.

not fit to breathe air

shits out over-verbose posts that make no sense but that's fine cuz me bein alive makes no sense

can't get outta this poisonous dubious headspace where anything dece I've ever done are twisted into purpoeless failures that can't be forgiven

fuck so sorry for bein a Buzz Killington

this isn't really like me at aLL but either things caught up with me or depression has gotten monstrously stronger but none of that matters I need to hit the afterlife I probably stiLL will not belong at n end up just goin up to kiss the void n forget ambitions that would only 'turn the wheeL' toward a even more unbreable, crushing farce that should've been stopped cold a long time. good thing Grim Reaper is meh pal. won't be long before he/she hates me, too.

my bad idk what Im even thinkin or sayin or doin anymore. plz end this torturous perpetual circus that won't leave me be. gomen na sai Prnzo~san to baka yarou no tottemo ga deshite or wutever. just a wild idiot at the end of it aLL

Take a deep breath and try to relax if you can.

I don't know what you're going though, but I do know that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. These feelings will pass, despite how it may feel now, so please give yourself some grace and kindness.

 

[prnzoDraGoonZweiOrta]

I shouldn't have posted any of that at all. thnx for bein empathic n caring but I know better than to boil that shit over onto other ppl, especially kind, classy, lvl-headed, tactful, creepily-perfect sweethearts like most or aLL of y'aLL. it's just that the dark state of mind was unusually powerful, debilitating, n fucked up my sense of judgment. wasn't exepecting that to suckerpunch me upside the head out of nowhere. I am deeply sorry for the unpleasant, inconsiderate shit-posting vibe-pisser-onner

my self-esteem is quite healthy under normal circumstance n old narcissistic/centre of attention-class clown tendencies still rear their ugly head, but clinical depression don't give a fuck about logic or reason n I'm not sure I've been caught off-guard by mood-disorder in that nasty n sneaky of a fashion in a long time. what a kickass year so far DERRRRPzies xD

apologies again, I love you aLL (in that drunken "I love you bro - let's hug it out bitch!" kinda deep-convo-circ;le-jerker malarky way)

 

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[Lokgamer]

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The ultimate tsudere.

 

[Antilocal123]

The ultimate tsudere.

In what world

 

[RanmyakuIchi's icon RanmyakuIchi RanmyakuIchi]

In what world

You're living in it, pookie

 

[Lokgamer]

In what world

 

[Antilocal123]

 

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[Lokgamer]

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[Antilocal123]

By Satanakia

 

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[Antilocal123]

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Yooooooo you made that?! Awesome!

 

[RanmyakuIchi's icon RanmyakuIchi RanmyakuIchi]

Yooooooo you made that?! Awesome!

Yee, back when the MC server was more active.

 

[Antilocal123]

Yee, back when the MC server was more active.

What Minecraft server?

 

[RanmyakuIchi's icon RanmyakuIchi RanmyakuIchi]

What Minecraft server?

The one me and a couple irl friends used for a bit.

 

[Antilocal123]

The one me and a couple irl friends used for a bit.

Oh that’s neat!

 

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Oh that’s neat!

Of course that means they know about you, pookie

 

[Antilocal123]

Of course that means they know about you, pookie

Tf kinda Convo would that entail.

“Oh Ye I gay rp with some random on a forum I browse.”

 

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Tf kinda Convo would that entail.

“Oh Ye I gay rp with some random on a forum I browse.”

Close enough

 

[Antilocal123]

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-_-

 

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