not to be a wet blanket or a dark cloud but i feel like recently my sanity is slipping, im depressed and crying (well, not fully crying just tearing up, like feeling so hopeless) all the time, angry, and the weird thing is, for the most part, my life is fine now.
i think it's just external things - my mum looking to ruin my dad over the divorce, constant reminders of genocide, of cyber threats, corporate exploitation, government overreach. i feel like i need to step away but is it possible? i don't really know. it's all so tiring. i think it's weak to be so affected by so many things out of my control and i should just put my head down and focus on what i need to do but it still gets to me.
so there.
oh also watched demon slayer: infinity castle. i was ok. the infinity train movie is much better in my opinion