I have been thinking here, I have a lot of games I want to play.
Both games I do own bought with my money, and others that I have "miraculously" adquired through "unknown" means, but as I tought more about it a feeling of uneasiness settled in, how many games do I want to play?
After counting both legit and un-legit libraries I reached the final tally: almost over 500 games of different genres and playtime... That's a lot of games!
Now, I don't regret both buying and downloading many of these games since I do plan on playing them all, but the tought provoking question would be: If I wake up dead tomorrow, then what? Will the unplayed games in my drivers just... be left there, with no one to play them?
A silly little question since games are inanimate objects, but it does put into perspective this horder mindset I kind of have (?), I don't have feelings of FOMO but there was this time where I used to frequent a ROMs website, and suddenly the next day it disapeared! (I think we all know what happened...) So I started to hoard games in the fear of losing them again, admitly not a healthy mindset but hey better safe than sorry.
But going back to what I was saying, "How much is too much?" and my answer is: As much as your passion allowes it.
Let's be real, we will probably never finish our backlog, and that's fine, play what you want to play, there's nothing worse than playing something you're not feeling rn just to check that mark on your backlog, hell you might even start to dislike a game that you would other wise love if you felt like playing it. Like Garnt, from the Trash Taste podcast, once said: "We already worry so much about our work, relationships and life in general. Why should we worry about how we enjoy our hobbies?" sometimes, you want to just fastball through several games because nothing grasped you yet, sometimes you just want to hyperfocus on one game for an entire month just because it gripped you with it's gameplay, and sometimes you just don't feel like playing at all and try something else that captured your interest, and all of it is just fine. But there is something you shouldn't do, and that is to force yourself to play something just to get it out of the way.
...That's it, thank you for coming to my TedTalk, you can go now. Unless you want to stay and give me your opinion, then feel free to comment bellow! ???
Both games I do own bought with my money, and others that I have "miraculously" adquired through "unknown" means, but as I tought more about it a feeling of uneasiness settled in, how many games do I want to play?
After counting both legit and un-legit libraries I reached the final tally: almost over 500 games of different genres and playtime... That's a lot of games!
Now, I don't regret both buying and downloading many of these games since I do plan on playing them all, but the tought provoking question would be: If I wake up dead tomorrow, then what? Will the unplayed games in my drivers just... be left there, with no one to play them?
A silly little question since games are inanimate objects, but it does put into perspective this horder mindset I kind of have (?), I don't have feelings of FOMO but there was this time where I used to frequent a ROMs website, and suddenly the next day it disapeared! (I think we all know what happened...) So I started to hoard games in the fear of losing them again, admitly not a healthy mindset but hey better safe than sorry.
But going back to what I was saying, "How much is too much?" and my answer is: As much as your passion allowes it.
Let's be real, we will probably never finish our backlog, and that's fine, play what you want to play, there's nothing worse than playing something you're not feeling rn just to check that mark on your backlog, hell you might even start to dislike a game that you would other wise love if you felt like playing it. Like Garnt, from the Trash Taste podcast, once said: "We already worry so much about our work, relationships and life in general. Why should we worry about how we enjoy our hobbies?" sometimes, you want to just fastball through several games because nothing grasped you yet, sometimes you just want to hyperfocus on one game for an entire month just because it gripped you with it's gameplay, and sometimes you just don't feel like playing at all and try something else that captured your interest, and all of it is just fine. But there is something you shouldn't do, and that is to force yourself to play something just to get it out of the way.
...That's it, thank you for coming to my TedTalk, you can go now. Unless you want to stay and give me your opinion, then feel free to comment bellow! ???